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Going to look for the material to make my dress in a couple of weeks. Finally figured out what style would be easiest to sew for my cousins wedding. And now I need to find material that will be able to handle the humidity and heat in Virginia. It's going to be incredibly sweaty. Might as well find a doctor who can remove all of my sweat glands. Hot and sticky!

I also need to get my passport. Completely forgot. How the hell else am I getting into the states?!
Add that to my list of things to do. Going to have to make sure the dress is done by July. That way I can wear it to the wedding then as well. What a year this will be.

It's times like this where I really wish I had gotten all of my tattoos in more discreet places. They clash with every dress I have ever tried on. Shit, I forgot about that, too! If I'm going to the states, time to get into bathing suit mode. [start planning THAT now]. The beach. I think that this will be a wonderful little vacation. I'll be going in on my own and that way I can do my own thing. Maybe spend several days solely in the water. I miss the ocean.

With everyone getting married this year, I wouldn't be surprised if my parents followed suit. Might as well plan for a third one. Maybe make two dresses, just different material. /deep breaths.

what the hell am I doing.

I just need to remember that a day is just a day. Take it as it comes. There will always be another day. There are days all year. /sigh

no really, what the hell am I doing.