to tear down or not to tear down.

So it would appear that a possible loan will arrive in my hands around september 1st. I'll be able to get the renos done w/ appliances. Fewf. And it just gets added to the mortgage amount. So until then, I'll be doing what I can. I don't know. I'm burnt out. I've been working 7 days a week for the past month almost and I'm tired. I really don't know how long I'd be able to live in renovation chaos so I'm glad there is a money light at the end of the tunnel. Gives me something to look forward to.

'Sides, I've been able to get rid of some walls and clean up some. This house still sucks in terms of comfort. Until I replace the old drywall and re-seal the exterior walls/ the floor from the basement, there are spiders everywhere. I'm in a constant war with these damn spiders. I hate spiders. They freak me out. Gross me out. Give me the heebie jeebies. I hate spiders. But that's alright. I can last a while longer. Doing little bits at a time helps. I still have about... 20 square feet of space hidden within the layers of walls and random unnecessary closets downstairs so once those are all out, the space opens up even more. I'm still at a stand still when it comes to my cabinets. The hell do I do with that? I have no idea. I'm hoping an idea will come to me eventually but you never know.

So this is the slow progression of Kurt Russell. I have the back painted black now and I'm working on the cig, I just have to upload pictures of that. I have to finish the hair. It's just a mess. Not even close to being done. But what ever. Man am I ever tired.